Monday, September 30, 2013

Dealing With A Break Up

I'm not sure how to blog, so right now I'm mostly learning the program.  My purpose for this blog will be to talk about the destruction you go through when you're suffering from a break up.  From a female point of view, who has felt the pain of her man lying to her, I want to talk about the RAGE I feel... the sense of betrayal, and why I didn't see it coming a long time ago.

I know I don't have the right to punish someone just for not having integrity.  No one has power over another.  I can't decide what standards humanity should live by.  But I can damn well speak my piece about how I feel that as a society, our sense of honor and integrity SUCKS.

Why fucking lie?!  All that says is that you don't have the balls to stand up straight and say THIS is who I am, how I feel, and how I want to live my life.

Maybe we're just all products of our materialistic society.  We're not supposed to "let our feelings get the best of us".  Well then tell me.  What are we alive for?  To buy things?  Work and pay bills?

We're on the wrong track.  Feelings should actually BE PRIORITY.  We should treat each other like we matter.

I am only venting for a second and am not formulating my argument well. I didn't even stick to the topic.  But as I said, I'm learning the program and this is a test blog.

Testing 1..2..

Sunday, September 29, 2013

Deficit

A heart given
to one who doesn't know
leaves the giver
a deficit of the soul

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