I'm not sure how to blog, so right now I'm mostly learning the program. My purpose for this blog will be to talk about the destruction you go through when you're suffering from a break up. From a female point of view, who has felt the pain of her man lying to her, I want to talk about the RAGE I feel... the sense of betrayal, and why I didn't see it coming a long time ago.
I know I don't have the right to punish someone just for not having integrity. No one has power over another. I can't decide what standards humanity should live by. But I can damn well speak my piece about how I feel that as a society, our sense of honor and integrity SUCKS.
Why fucking lie?! All that says is that you don't have the balls to stand up straight and say THIS is who I am, how I feel, and how I want to live my life.
Maybe we're just all products of our materialistic society. We're not supposed to "let our feelings get the best of us". Well then tell me. What are we alive for? To buy things? Work and pay bills?
We're on the wrong track. Feelings should actually BE PRIORITY. We should treat each other like we matter.
I am only venting for a second and am not formulating my argument well. I didn't even stick to the topic. But as I said, I'm learning the program and this is a test blog.
Testing 1..2..
There is no good reason for not putting honesty first, but from the perspective of a man, having grown up in this society of ours.. it's not that easy.. If we share openly, often we get ridiculed, if we admit to having feelings, we are derided.. how can we get to know how to be open and honest when often while growing up you get attacked for it... so at least in my case, you keep it all inside and bottle it up. it's taken alot of years for me to move beyond the fear and openly speak my mind, accepting that there will be those who will not understand, or might indeed think less of me because of it. Our culture doesnt value truth, it values image and that has to change!
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